Post by Python on Apr 27, 2019 22:18:19 GMT
Janan
Something had gone wrong. Her mind poured over every possibility that could have gone wrong, but everything used was right. She should have figured out when the infant wasn't moving at first, and when stirred, barely made a sound and was weak. So, so weak. She did everything she could but nothing seemed to work. Not even Mal's magic did anything. It was like their magic wasn't working on the child.
Their child. A girl with light brown skin and dark brown eyes when she managed to open them in her brief moments out of slumber. There was nothing that could be done, even with the deepest magics that anyone could use. The only conclusion that could be brought forth was that the child had no magic, or magic so deeply different from the magics possessed by either parent. There was no trace of any magic of the fae that Maleficent had, or anything from Nasira's own magics. No trace of fairy ancestry, nothing.
She was completely human.
Was this some sort of punishment from some godly figure or figures for their actions? Were they too different to even be able to have a living child? Nasira had no clue. Her tired mind was fraying at the seams and it pained her that nothing in her power could be done to save her and Maleficent's first born daughter. They didn't even bother to name her. There was that fear that she would pass at any moment and it could have been all for not to even name her. It and everything else caused plenty of arguments between her and her wife, as well as the rest of the Blackblood Legion.
Nasira at that moment wished to be alone, but even before that moment, there was the occasional appearance of those who either were able to approach her or had the guts to do so. Words of comfort from others who were parents, the overseers who talked with her even for the briefest of moments about the army and other such details (or the best way to give the baby girl a proper burial when she passed, and other things like that), or those who were just silent and stayed by her side for a brief while to give her support when words weren't enough.
Nasira cursed so many higher powers so many times in her many sleepless moments. Cursed them for making her suffer, for making an innocent life suffer like this, and so many other things. It even made her voice hoarse at one point, but it was all for nothing. The necromancer just wished for something, anything to happen. Just let the infant pass away peacefully, or somehow get better even in the smallest chance it could happen.
But then...
“Mrrrrgh...”
Nasira's eyes shot open. Her head whipped up towards the makeshift cradle that was made for her daughter, and it moved with what could only be the moments of the infant inside. It couldn't be...
“Please let it be true, please...” Nasira whispered hoarsely in her native tongue as she approached the cradle. She was so slow and careful, as if the briefest spark of hope could die if she took one wrong step. But when she saw her daughter... That spark of hope just flared even more like a fire fed more lumber to continue burning.
The infant had more color to her face, and seemed almost more full to her face with that usual chub that babies had. She was also moving, but her face was scrunched up a bit as if ready to cry. That maternal instinct within Nasira that she put down since this whole thing started just flared to life and had her scoop the infant up in her arms with gentle tender.
Nasira just stared, and it felt like an eternity but when the baby opened her eyes... Those dark brown eyes were full of life. Those beautiful eyes were filled with curiosity, light, and just plain love. She knew who her mother was, and just moved closer into her mother's arms. The magic that was so rejected before from Nasira seemed to slowly pour into the infant's own, and it was like a dam slowly being broken.
The necromancer couldn't help but to start crying. It was a sorrowful crying, but a joyous crying . She felt so hopeful now that her daughter, her and Maleficent's daughter, was going to be okay. Even now, it felt right to give her the name of...
“Janan”. The necromancer whispered. It meant “Heart” or “Soul”, and it just felt so right for her. Janan, the first born of Maleficent and Nasira. She represented hope at that moment, and the love that she and Maleficent had. Oh, how she couldn't wait to show everyone that Janan was going to be okay.
But for now, this moment was for her and Janan alone. A moment that nothing could tear away.
A/N: I just had this plot bunny in my head and rolled with it. It had to be an angst one, because why not. > > Tagging Nasira because why not? Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going into my bunker.